Fictional I Statements: Jessi

I don’t know what to say.

I had a hard day today. I am tired. I wish someone had asked me how I am doing today, but no one has. I should have told Joel how I felt when he asked how I was doing.

I am tired. I don’t feel at home in my body. I love to paint but even while painting I can feel my shoulders and my wrist and my back. I like to dance because it makes me forget.

I don’t know why. I can’t think about that right now. I like men because they distract me. I like living on friends’ couches because if I had a place to myself I’d probably be alone there a lot. I don’t want to be alone.

I am aware that that’s unhealthy. I’m fine.